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My Testimony



hello I am so glad you have come to this website to Share the Love of God. My name is Pamela and I have been Born Again. Washed in the Blood of Jesus who came to take away the sins of the world.

This is my Testimony



I was born in upstate NY some 37 years ago. I moved to Florida about 11 years ago .As a child growing up I kept mostly to myself I really had no friends to speak of. One night when I was about 6 years old I had a strange dream. A young boy came to me he had the bluest eyes that is why I remember the dream was because of his eyes I will never fore get his eyes. The boy said to me that I would change the heart of man then kissed my left hand. That is about all I remember. After that a mark slowly appeared on my left hand.. It was a strange looking birth mark that fades and comes back now and then. While I was growing up I had a lot of strange things happening to me and I talked about a lot of things that I had no idea where these thoughts came from. I remember one day talking with my aunt while we were driving to some where I told her of a war between good and evil. The evil ones I called the jarganots. Now that I look back I was talking about things that are to happen in the near future. I also had an invisible playmate like most children do the only thing was this playmate visited me in my dreams and talked with me about many things that were to come to pass. I called this playmate monster at the time because he looked like one of the monster from a TV. show that I watched. turned out that the playmate was a demon sent to watch over me up until a few weeks ago His name was astaroth. Another time while I was sleeping I could feel my self being lifted up off my bed I could not move then I was laid back down on top of the blankets and the bed was made. I was under the blankets before I woke up. On my 16th birthday I had another dream the young boy came to me again but this time he manifested into a young man he told me that he was Lucifer and that he chose me to be his high priestess . He told me he would give me gifts of power and teach me many secrets. I told him yes I would do this. At the time it felt right to do so I was comfortable being with Lucifer. I knew exactly what I was doing. I did not feel right being a Christian I knew about God and I knew about Jesus at that time . When I went to a church with my aunt I felt like I did not belong. I got a weird feeling all over me and sick to my stomach every time I would walk into one. Even when I held a bible I would get this weird feeling and could not keep it in my hands very long. Lucifer came to me often in my dreams showing me many things of the future and what I was to do when the time came. I also began to be interested in prophesy and the occult. I graduated high school and went to NYC to study art at the art students league . There I grew even closer to Lucifer for he taught me many things about magic and its power. After the 3 months I stayed in NYC I returned to my home and I got to thinking what Am I doing? I began to think it was wrong to fallow Lucifer so I gathered all the books I have brought that were about magic and him and I burned them outside in a barrel. I began to try to go to God and for a long time I forgot about what Lucifer has taught me. I also started not to think about God anymore also I have forgotten about both searching for who I was and what my life would lead me to. I then moved to Florida in 1991 Lived with my grandmother and my mom. for time to time I started thinking about what Lucifer had told me in the past and how close I was to him. He was Kind to me I remember him even calling me his special daughter and gave me the name Adrian. The sooner I started thinking about him the sooner I tried to put it out of my mind and I once again tried to Go to God but it did not feel right to me to do so Lost interest again. in the year 2000 I once again went back to Lucifer and this time I signed a blood oath to him stating to serve him for the rest of my days .At that time Lucifer came to me in another dream and He told me what I was to do with next 5 years. He wanted me to build a temple for him a building of stone with a copper dome on the top of it with a magnificent garden all around the temple. I was given a sword and with this sword a spiritual mark would be placed on the ones who came to the temple to worship. The Name of the temple was to be The Temple Of the Red Dragon. I Adrian was to be high priestess of that temple. I would go online and go into chat rooms and say awful things about God and Jesus so awful I dare not repeat them here . This went on until Now the year 2002 in the last days of June when Online I met a Lady named Sybil in her chat room my life changed drastically.. At that time weird things started to happen again. A stranger who I never met before Sent me an Instant message stating he was told to send a message to me. It was Christ himself sending a message through this stranger. I also had a dream that very night an old man came to me and said build the temple and I will destroy it I began to think again about what I was doing and that I need to really think about this. I began to talk to my new found friend Sybil more often. I was drawn to her by her strong faith in God . She told me about how to be saved. She also saw the demon who was protecting me. She helped me out of the darkness and chased the demon away. I began to think more clearly and decided I did not want to be high priestess Of the temple. So that week the last week in June Online with Sybil I asked Christ to come into my Life. This has not been easy for me. Lucifer had a very strong hold on me and there are times when I am tempted to go back to him. I have new friends now Like Sybil who are helping me in my new walk with God. I now go to church every Sunday with a dear friend. I thank God for sending his earthly angels to me

Pamela

Born Again on June 30, 2002

I took Jesus Christ into my heart

September 1 2002 Baptized with water

If you would Like to see the Instant message I received from the stranger you may get there by clicking on the Cross