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john30: HELLO
Newbeast999: hello
john30: I WAS SENT TO YOU
Newbeast999: by who
john30: I WAS SENT TO YOU...BY YOU
john30: IN A WAY
john30: THAT IS...HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND
Newbeast999: so speak
john30: I HAVE MUCH TOO SAY
john30: SO LITTLE TIME TO SAY IT IN
Newbeast999: im listening
john30: MY MESSAGE IS...............
john30: QUIET YOUR MIND TO HEAR YOUR HEART, LISTEN TO YOUR HEART IN ORDER TO FULLY UNDERSTAND YOUR MIND
john30: WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED.....YOU NEED TO UN-LEARN IN ORDER TO MOVE FORWARD
Newbeast999: is that all?
john30: NO
Newbeast999: go on
john30: IT IS BUT THE FIRST WORDS OF A BOOK OF LIFE THAT YOUR NAME IS WRITTEN IN
john30: I DON'T KNOW YOU
john30: I KNOW ONLY ONE THING
Newbeast999: what

john30: I AM SUPPOSE TO TALK TO YOU...I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY
john30: I DON'T ASK
john30: I JUST BELIEVE
Newbeast999: I am the Red Dragon
Newbeast999: do you know what that is
john30: NO I DO NOT
john30: I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT YOU
john30: OR WHY I AM CONTACTING YOU
john30: BUT I WAS TOLD TO AND I DO NOT QUESTION HIM....WHO IS ALMIGHTY
Newbeast999: God told you this?
john30: I CAN NOT SAY HOW...OR WHO...OR EVEN WHAT?
john30: I DO NOT KNOW
john30: I CAN NOT EXPLAIN IT TO EVEN MYSELF
Newbeast999: read revelations and you will find me
john30: READ THE REST AND YOU WILL FIND...HIM
john30: BECAUSE HE HAS ALREADY KNOWN YOU
john30: HE KNOW YOU BEFORE YOU EVEN WERE.....
read the rest of what?
john30: ADRIAN.....DO YOU KNOW WHY I WAS SENT TO YOU?
Newbeast999: no
john30: NEITHER DO I?
Newbeast999: this is strange
john30: YOUR TELLING ME?
john30: YOU HAVE NO IDEA
Newbeast999: could be Christ
john30: LISTEN...IM THE LAST PERSON.....HE WOULD USE
john30: I JUST CAN NOT EXPLAIN....NO WORDS
john30: WHAT IM SAYING AND WHY IM SAYING IT ...I CANT EXPLAIN
Newbeast999: read the rest of what?
Newbeast999: it s ok
john30: NO ITS NOT OK
Newbeast999: are you afraid?
Jonris30: NO
john30: I FEAR NOTHING
john30: OR NO ONE
Newbeast999: Good
john30: IF YOU SAW ME YOU WOULD KNOW WHY
Newbeast999: ok
Newbeast999: is there anymore
john30: HOW IS IT THAT I KNOW YOU...OR THAT YOU KNOW ME?
Newbeast999: why do you say it is not ok?
Newbeast999: I do not know you
john30: BECAUSE IF YOU WERE BEING INFLUENCED. BY SOMEONE
john30: OR SOMETHING.....I CANT EXPLAIN IT
Newbeast999: ah yes it would freak me out too
john30: GREATER IS HE THAT IS IN YOU THAN HE WHO IS ON THE WORLD...........DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE TO YOU?
john30: WHERE IS THAT COMING FROM?
Newbeast999: I think so
john30: WEIRD STUFF LIKE THAT IS ...JUST.....I don't know...LIKE THERE...IN MY HEAD....NOT MY WORDS
john30: NOT COMING FORM ME THOUGH
john30: I AM KIND GETTING ....FREAKED
Newbeast999: I believe you
john30: DO YOU KNOW.....? WHY IS IT THAT I AM SUPPOSE TO TELL YOU THESE THINGS
john30: YOU BELIEVE ME....WELL
john30: I DON'T BELIEVE ME
Newbeast999: :-)
Newbeast999: it is not Christ
Jonris30: CHRIST
john30: ARE YOU SOME HOLY JUMPER OR SOMETHING?
Newbeast999: No I am the opposite
john30: SAME DIFFERENCE
Newbeast999: :-)
john30: LOOK...I DON'T GET INTO THAT STUFF...IN EITHER DIRECTION...ALL I KNOW IS WHAT I AM BEING TOLD....AND I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN IT
john30: I DON'T EVEN THINK I WANT TO TRY EVEN FOR MY OWN SELF
Newbeast999: you don't have to I understand
john30: GOOD CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
Newbeast999: :-)
john30: YOUR NAME POPPED UP IN AN EMAIL SENT OUT TO DOZENS OF OTHERS....SOME PORN THING I SUPPOSE
john30: AND I HAD THIS INCREDIBLE URGE TO CLICK ON YOUR NAME
Newbeast999: oh
john30: MORE THAN JUST THE URGE
john30: LIKE I WAS BEING TOLD?....LIKE .....LIKE I SAID I CANT EXPLAIN IT
john30: THEN I JUST STARTED SAYING WHAT WAS .....THIS IS TOUGH
john30: WHAT WAS COMING TO MY HEAD......LIKE.....DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA
Newbeast999: there are unseen forces that can not be explained
john30: I REALLY CANT EXPLAIN IT ANY BETTER
john30: NOT AROUND ME MAN!
Newbeast999: I understand
john30: I AUNT GOT TIME FOR THAT NONSENSE
john30: SO WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?
Jonris30: AND WHY YOU?

john30: OH SO YOUR A NUT TOO
john30: WELL IM NOT
Newbeast999: no
Newbeast999: you are not nuts
john30: WHY IF ANYONE...WOULD I BE SENT TO TELL YOU! ANYTHING?
Newbeast999: and I am not nuts either
Newbeast999: because you are a non believer
john30: YOUR TELLING ME YOUR A MONSTER
Newbeast999: no
john30: YEAH NON-BELIEVERS DON'T HAVE TO BE INVOLVED.....AND IM TALKING TO YOU,,,AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY?
john30: WHY ME?
john30: LET SOMEONE ELSE TELL YOU WHATEVER...
Newbeast999: I can not tell you why
john30: YEAH WELL ASK HIM!
Newbeast999: you just happen to be chosen
john30: ASK GOD OR WHOEVER
john30: YEAH ...WHATEVER
Newbeast999: :-)
Newbeast999: this has upset you
john30: A LOAD OF CRAP
john30: HELL YEAH!
john30: I WAS JUST TALKING TO SOME BUDS AND SURFING THE NET
john30: GETTING READY TO GO TO THE GYM
john30: I DON'T HAVE TIME OR THE PATIENCE FOR SUCH NONSENSE
Newbeast999: so why even bother
john30: I FEEL LIKE I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE
john30: I CANT EXPLAIN THE FEELINGS
john30: I FEEL ......DAMN

john30: I CANT EXPLAIN IT
john30: I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS
Newbeast999: ok
john30: I WISH I DID
john30: EXPLAIN TO ME WHY?
john30: WHY ME?
Newbeast999: I cant
john30: AND WHY YOU?
john30: YOU NOT EVEN RELIGIOUS
john30: OR LIKE THE OPPOSITE OF RELIGIOUS
john30: IM NEITHER
john30: I MEAN I BELIEVE IN GOD. BUT
john30: HE IS NEVER THERE FOR ME WHEN I CALL OUT TO HIM
Newbeast999: ii am sorry I can not tell you why
john30: I AM BEING TOLD YOUR NAME.....YOUR NAME IS IN THE BOOK, OF LIFE
john30: ???
Newbeast999: I cant explain sorry
john30: YEAH
john30: WELL
john30: HMMM
john30: I SHOULD BE FREAKED OUT BUT IM NOT
john30: EXPLAIN THAT
john30: I FEEL...CALM
john30: WARM
john30: RELAXED
Newbeast999: I cant
john30: BUT SHIT KEEPS POPPING IN MY HEAD THAT AUNT FROM ME...NOT MY VOICE
john30: DUDE I'M NOT CRAZY
Newbeast999: I know you are not crazy
john30: YEAH
Newbeast999: yes
john30: WELL I FEEL IT SAYING THIS STUFF
john30: THERE IS MORE
john30: I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS
john30: I CANT .....I DON'T KNOW
Newbeast999: tell me
john30: LOOK THIS ISN'T RIGHT THAT YOU SHOULD BE USING ME LIKE THIS.....OR HIM
Jonris30: WHOEVER
john30: IM NOT THE ONE FOR THIS
john30: DON'T YOU THINK YOU SHOULD BE TALKING TO A BELIEVER LIKE YOU
Newbeast999: huh?

Newbeast999: no
john30: OR SOMEONE THAT KNOWS WHAT IT MEANS
Newbeast999: no
john30: HE SAYS
john30: WHATEVER HE IS?.......SAYS HE KNOWS
john30: HE KNOWS ADRIAN
john30: HE FEELS...HE SEES....YOUR PAIN.....?
john30: HE WAS THERE....
Jonris30: ?
Newbeast999: I don't know
john30: ME EITHER
john30: THE WORDS ARE BEING REPEATED
john30: OVER AND OVER
Newbeast999: I don't know
john30: HE SAYS....BEHOLD I AM AT THE DOOR TO YOUR HEART.....KNOCKING
john30: MY HEAD IS SPINNING
john30: I FEEL LIKE LIGHTHEADED
Jonris30: WEIRD FEELING
john30: THERE IS SO MUCH MORE BEING SAID
john30: I CANT UNDERSTAND IT
Newbeast999: I will not turn
john30: IT MAKES NO SENSE
john30: MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL
john30: HE HEARS YOUR HEARTS EVERY DESIRE
john30: AND WILL FULFILL ALL YOUR NEEDS
john30: YOU NEED NOT SUFFER ANYMORE....TO WALK WITH HE IS NOT TO SACRIFICE BUT TO RECEIVE
john30: whoa.. THIS IS REALLY FREAKING ME OUT NOW MAN...
Newbeast999: I will not turn
john30: TURN WHAT?
john30: WHAT WONT YOU TURN?
john30: TURN TO GOD?
Newbeast999: Go to god
john30: LOOK THAT'S BETWEEN YOU AND HIM
john30: NoT ME
Newbeast999: yes
john30: HE....SAYS
john30: YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE...OR WILL EVER BE ASKED FOR ANYTHING....BUT YOU WILL RECEIVE ETERNITY
john30: THE GIFT OF LIFE
john30: EVERLASTING
john30: PEACE
john30: IM TIERED
john30: I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE
john30: I WANT IT TO STOP NOW
Newbeast999: I will not turn
john30: HE SAYS THAT IS THE WILL HE GAVE YOU....WHERE AS SATAN WILL NOT GIVE YOU A CHOICE
john30: HE OFFERS LOVE, SATAN OFFERS DESPAIR
Jonris30: LOOK DUDE I HAD ENOUGH
john30: HE OPENS HIS ARMS YOU KNOW THE WAY TO HIM, HE WILL NEVER FORCE YOU
john30: HE HAS AND OFFERS ONLY LOVE TO YOU
john30: I Got to GO
john30: NO MORE!
john30: LATER MAN
Newbeast999: ok